Jesus Christ is not just a convenience. You cannot use Jesus for your own purposes. Jesus Christ is Lord, He is Master, He is the way, He is the truth,He is the life. Without Jesus we can do nothing.
Jesus Christ is God. He is kind, He is merciful and He accepts everyone who calls on Him but if, we turn away from Him; if we deny Him, then He will certainly also deny us. We cannot use Jesus when it suits us. We either serve Him with all our heart, and we obey Him, we give him the honor and the glory that is due to him and we follow Him every day, or else we are not suitable for His kingdom. Jesus will say to many believers who once knew him, He will say to them:”Go away, I never knew you.” In their time of need they went to Jesus, they experienced His love and His kindness, but then they turned away from Him.
We cannot apply Jesus as we please. Without Jesus we can do nothing. It is either everything or nothing; either Jesus is our Lord and Master or He is nothing to us. If we disobey, disregard and deny Jesus Christ we will not enter His kingdom. Many believers thought that they could play around with Jesus. They came to Him in their need and He answered their prayers, He helped them, but then they turned away from. Him. Many experienced the joy of His presence and then they went back to sin, and now they are in darkness. They cry out to Him and he does not answer because they are not serious.
You cannot play around with Jesus. You cannot use Him at your convenience. Serve Him with all your heart or else you will not enter His presence, you will not enter His kingdom. He is kind to those who come humbly before Him, but He is like a stone to those who want to use Him.
Humble yourself before Jesus, seek Him with all your heart and you will experience his love and his kindness. Do not play games with Jesus because you will find yourself outside in utter darkness.
May Jesus bless you.