Your eternal salvation is a matter strictly between you and Jesus Christ, and nobody else can help you with it. The only person who can help us is Jesus Christ Himself. The only One who will decide who will enter into the kingdom of heaven and who will not go in there is Jesus Christ. He alone is the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE. He is the final judge of mankind and He will judge all men for their deeds.
Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, even those who rejected Him.
Church cannot help you; church cannot help you to get into heaven. Church cannot save you. Church cannot show you the way. Jesus Christ is the WAY. The only person who helps you is the one who points you to Jesus Christ. Church is a deception. Church is a man made institution, it is like a butcher shop, they do not care for you and they cannot help you. They can only take your money and give you false security.
You need to bow down before Jesus Christ the Living God, repent of your sin, obey Him, be baptized in water, by any fellow believer, any other child of God. You don’t need to go to church. Any other follower of Jesus Christ can baptize you, and then, if you seek Jesus with all your heart, He will baptize you in the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Christ; and He will guide you into all truth. You do not need anybody else to teach you. All you need is Jesus Christ.
Read the words of Jesus as recorded in the gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John, and obey them; and Jesus Christ will reveal Himself to you.
You need to follow and obey Jesus Christ every day. He will speak to you. He will teach you and He will guide you. If you seek Him, if you go after Him; but if you reject Him and ignore Him , then He will also reject you, then you will not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Do not place false hope in people, in preachers, in churches; they cannot help you. Only Jesus Christ can help you.
Seek Him with all your heart and He will reveal Himself to you. Stay with Him until the very end and He will give you eternal life.
May Jesus bless you.