Our relationship with Jesus Christ is through PRAYER and REVELATION, not through Bible study and fellowship with other believers. We need to be IN FELLOWSHIP with Jesus Christ. We need to seek Him in prayer, EARNESTLY seek Him until He reveals Himself to us and we have to keep on seeking Him and we have to keep on seeking Him in prayer. Our relationship is through prayer, waiting on Him, living IN THE SPIRIT, living in relationship with Jesus Christ.
You will not find Jesus Christ in the Bible. YES, go and read the Bible, go and read the words of Jesus Christ as recorded in the gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John but then START PRAYING, WAITING on the Lord, OBEY what you have read. Many people keep on reading and reading and they never come to the knowledge of the truth because they think that their relationship with Jesus Christ consists of playing church, and studying the Bible, listening to the videos of other people and being in fellowship with other so-called believers.
Dear friends, it is our relationship with Jesus Christ that matters. We have to seek HIM, seek Him in prayer. Seek Him with all your heart and He will reveal Himself to you. You will not find Him anywhere else but on your knees. You have to worship Him in spirit and in truth and stay focused on Him every moment of your life. You have to live your life to be pleasing to Jesus. Keep your mind on Him. Let Him fill your mind and the Holy Spirit will guide you, but if you keep on seeking for Jesus in other places, with other people, you will not find Him.
REPENT and be BAPTIZED, OBEY the words of Jesus Christ, SEEK Him with all your heart and He will baptize you in the Holy Spirit. Stay FOCUSED on Him, stay TUNED IN to His Spirit and He will reveal Himself to you. SEEK Jesus in PRAYER and WAIT on Him for REVELATION and He will reveal Himself to you IF you are SERIOUS. Draw closer to Him and He will draw closer to you.
May Jesus bless you.