Your only hope for eternal life is to STOP SINNING, to REPENT and BE HOLY, OBEY Jesus and He will grant you forgiveness. But if you go on sinning you will perish. Sin separates us from God. All your other endeavors, everything you do, your works, your charities, your church attendance, is all in vain if you sin.
The WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH. Without holiness no man shall see God. Holiness means to be PURE, BLAMELESS WITHOUT SIN. No sin will come into the presence of God, even ONE WILLFUL SIN will separate you from God. Your only hope is to STOP SINNING and OBEY Jesus Christ or else YOU WILL PERISH.
May Jesus bless you.